The Game of Love

When a man fights desperately
Just to hold on to what he wants
When a man fights desperately
Just to catch a glimpse of an ambission

Living a hell
Loving a greater hades
Pain a constnt reminder
I just lost in love

What did I do wrong
I treated her well
Went financially broke for her
Loved her with all my heart
Yet deep pain my reward

How do you know you just lost
How do you know you should leave
Is it when your heart tells you to
Or is it when you feel you should go

I dont want to leave her
Even though pain is my only reward
I dont want to go
Even though I lack joy

When will I get wise
And follow my heart
that tells me repeatedly
These girl is playing your intelligence

Am I a fool?
I know I am not
Am i weak
I know am strong

Then why cant I follow my own decision
Set myself free
From this shackles of chain
And once more feel joy